just wanting ot say this is me venting.

Well I got into a fight last night with my oldest, she is controling like her dad at times. Well since she has been staying with me more and more she has been demanding I go ot bed when she wants me too. not if I want to or if I am ready. Normaly i grin and bare it and go......but last night I guess i had enough. I lost it, I broke down, I emotionaly snapped. Told her I dont like feleing controled .He tells me I dont understand, that she cant go to bed unless I do and al lsorts of shit. Mind you she is almsot 17 now. We ended up both in tears and I am stil lcrying, I am going to try to call my cousler today, but riht now my life is at a stan still.
She said she wanted to never come home again, that I am not a mother and all sorts of hurtful things.

I dont know what ot do or think naymore, I am hurt, I am hurting, I cant stand her reading over my hsoulde,r tautning and teasing me for talking ot people . I jsut dont know how much more I can emotionaly handle.I relaly dont. So I am fully back into my depression, problay wont be aorund or talking much.

Doubtful anyone will bother to read this.even so called friends here...

Sorry everyone.