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I think I owe you all a big apology..
13 years ago
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Trip to, heave and ho; Up, down, to and fro- You have no word
Hiatus, hiatus, hiatus.
The past couple months have been a mental hell for me. I've stopped at several crossroads along the way, and the only online stuff i've been doing is email and the fb to keep in touch with family. I've done a few art pieces, but mainly i've been trying to focus on getting better, to be at peace with myself, and to reflect on the past and try not to let it happen again.
I've been finding that just walking outside, it really helps. Yesterday I went to one of my usual spots in the city, sometimes I go down and bring hot water nd tea for my friends who sleep out there all night and i'll stay and chat. It was pouring rain all night but I stayed anyway, although a couderouy jacket and a t shirt didn't do me any favours. Anyway, it was nice. I go there on bad days, on rainy and cold days, with my tea and company because I think they appreciate it. They call me Kat, their foul weathered friend. :)
Anyway. I know i've been absent alot and I know most of you probably either a) don't watch me anymore or b) don't really care either way, but I do know i have friends here, a few real shiny gems, and I want you guys to know that i'm alive and i'm trying to get better and for the most part, for now anyway, i'll visit more and post more, if you'd like.
To my new watchers: Thank you so much for watching me. I'll try to set a better example of myself by actually submitting something rather than not being around. For whatever reason, i truly appreciate that you took the time to stop by and im glad that you like my work. :)
..Enough about me. To those of you, any of oyu, who watch me: How have you all been?
The past couple months have been a mental hell for me. I've stopped at several crossroads along the way, and the only online stuff i've been doing is email and the fb to keep in touch with family. I've done a few art pieces, but mainly i've been trying to focus on getting better, to be at peace with myself, and to reflect on the past and try not to let it happen again.
I've been finding that just walking outside, it really helps. Yesterday I went to one of my usual spots in the city, sometimes I go down and bring hot water nd tea for my friends who sleep out there all night and i'll stay and chat. It was pouring rain all night but I stayed anyway, although a couderouy jacket and a t shirt didn't do me any favours. Anyway, it was nice. I go there on bad days, on rainy and cold days, with my tea and company because I think they appreciate it. They call me Kat, their foul weathered friend. :)
Anyway. I know i've been absent alot and I know most of you probably either a) don't watch me anymore or b) don't really care either way, but I do know i have friends here, a few real shiny gems, and I want you guys to know that i'm alive and i'm trying to get better and for the most part, for now anyway, i'll visit more and post more, if you'd like.
To my new watchers: Thank you so much for watching me. I'll try to set a better example of myself by actually submitting something rather than not being around. For whatever reason, i truly appreciate that you took the time to stop by and im glad that you like my work. :)
..Enough about me. To those of you, any of oyu, who watch me: How have you all been?
Remember how I said I was busy before?
I have three jobs now.... >< And still going to school.
So I sincerely apologize for being to distant. I just don't have any days off anymore and no time for myself. Dx
But hopefully within the near future I can quit the hospital. But... idk we'll see.
I always jump to those conclusions which is why I think i've lost a lot of my friends. Congratulations on the jobs, but damn that must be stressful. Just take it easy, take care of yourself. :)
I like the idea of making art to please yourself. :)
Take all the time off you need, and enjoy it with your tea and friends!
Things here have been stressful, but I try to take it easy too.
I finally decided to pursue my dreams and changed my major to graphic design!
I feel that I'm getting better at art, an that this is something I want to do.
Also, I found a species I can relate to; a puma! Yay!
Glad to hear from you!
Have you decided to keep your PO Box? :3
I kept it for a while, but in the past few months i haven't gotten a single letter so I'm thinking about closing it. I can't afford to keep it if it isnt being used. ;;
When life does hit you good in teh stomach, just chin up and brush it off, show life that your strong. I know your gonna be okay. ^^
-lots of hugs-
Good to see your still moving, regardless in condition. :3~
Glad to see you back here, no need to apologize for not being here because of personal stuff we understand ^_^
Hope to more art from you Icy!
As for me, I've be doing pretty well. My goat had her babies the other day so I've been taking care of them lately.
And yes, I am aliiiivvveee. My nine lives have saved me once again! >:D
I will try to dish some artwork out. unfortunately during my absence i havent drawn very much, but I like to think that the things I have drawn are pretty decent. :)
Thnk you for reading this one. :) I'm truly glad to know you care and I appreciate the comment!
But anyway, it's good to hear from you again! ^^
if it's not to personal, if I may, what happened? you are okay?
yer a good sort mine amigo :3 plenty of people in the world that don't give a flying tart for the less fortunate :/ good on you :3 may the gods smile on you ^ ^
:/ that's just sorry, who would not want watch you anymore or be yer chum for you not being around as much? :/
can not say if I am one such person but you are good and special friend to me miss icy :3 *hugs* don't worry about arts and posting am just happy you are still with us
was worried for a while something bad had happened
>:c heh you are not needing to apologize/explain yerself, life happens weather we like it or not
:3 hope to chat with you again when you are not to busy ^ ^
oh you know me, this looneh excuse of a jackal has been getting along fine enough ;p work es work lol
It's jst a long complicated few months of being used a little bit, and letting myself be used. For me, I think that friends should communicate with each other. be social. be friendly. do things together if able. It's just been hard. I've been used a little. I'm trying to be better now.
Well, not so much less fortunate as dedicated to their work. I admire these people a great deal. They sleep out in the rain, in any weather, for their own beliefs and causes, like freedom fighters. I admire them all deeply and they respect me because I respect them.. And I bring them tea ;)
You're a good friend too! I always look forward to your nice comments and you are quite the awesome Jackal. :) Thank you for your concern and worry. I am happy to be back here.
Glad to hear you are doing well too. How is your job? :)
Just glad you're back!
I'm glad you've been finding things that make you happy, but sorry to hear you've been going through so much crap in the first place! :c I hope you continue to do better. Really! I've been wondering where you've been, and I'm really glad to see you're back! :D <3
Yeah lately it's been hard. money has been extremely tight, so I havent been able to do much of anything, and then I can't open commissions because i'm so busy working lately. and just.. bleh. It's been rough but i'm awlright. I've got a few of my nine lives left :3
-highfive- Yeahhhhh, i'm glad to be back. Thank you pal.