Well it's the end of March and life is chaotic. I'm buried in college class projects that all the professors seem to have agreed to give us students at once, pre-final exams are starting to hit, followed by the finals themselves, and in the midst of this I have to seek advising on which classes I should take next semester.

If only I had the option of taking a semester or two off from college, but alas that option is not available to me x_x.

Stress and guilt have been my constant companions since late January, so my apologies to everyone I have upset or annoyed or turned off due to my being down or my stupidity. I finally managed to see a doctor and asked about the possibility of depression (actually, I saw one in mid-february, but he was an idiot and just said I was lacking fiber in my diet), and I had some blood drawn to have some testing done. In addition to testing for depression, I'm being tested for a potential thyroid problem, type 2 diabetes, and heart disease.

Anyway, just wanted to update the people out there who were interested. To those who have helped or tried to help me through these past couple months, you have my thanks, and I'm also sorry if I was ever annoying by being depressed.

Peace Out!