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13 years ago
I want your soul... So I've decided something.. I'm not doing requests. Not right now. The requests I have currently, I'm truly sorry, but I just can't do them. I've tried drawing them multiple times and they all piss me off one way or another. I am not happy with the way I am drawing them. I really just am not in a good place right now to be responsible for anything other than what is my own.
***(Important info is over, the rest is the rant part. Kinda personal so don't read unless you want to, I just need to rant somewhere)***
The end of my senior year is kicking me in the ass so hard I think I can see a foot coming out of my mouth. Too much work, too many teachers barking at me, and too many fines to worry about. May or may not be able to go to my senior prom and may or may not graduate on time due to absences. Found out my dad is getting foreclosed on as soon as August so will be losing my childhood home. Probably either moving into a trailer park, a crappy apartment, and we've even been talking about the possibility of an RV. My mother is possibly moving into a trailer park when she runs out of money soon. I most likely cannot go to college for at least a semester because I have absolutely no way to pay for all of it. I still need a job. Every day brings me closer to the harsh reality that I will lose most of the people I've spent the past four years with. Despite my efforts to deserve otherwise, I am still treated like a naive 13 year old. It seems like I just keep having more health/psychological issues. I am entirely fed up with relationships and people and the never-ending pain they bring. And I've been trying so hard to grin and bare it but I think I have finally cracked. I don't have any idea what to do about anything anymore.
***(Important info is over, the rest is the rant part. Kinda personal so don't read unless you want to, I just need to rant somewhere)***
The end of my senior year is kicking me in the ass so hard I think I can see a foot coming out of my mouth. Too much work, too many teachers barking at me, and too many fines to worry about. May or may not be able to go to my senior prom and may or may not graduate on time due to absences. Found out my dad is getting foreclosed on as soon as August so will be losing my childhood home. Probably either moving into a trailer park, a crappy apartment, and we've even been talking about the possibility of an RV. My mother is possibly moving into a trailer park when she runs out of money soon. I most likely cannot go to college for at least a semester because I have absolutely no way to pay for all of it. I still need a job. Every day brings me closer to the harsh reality that I will lose most of the people I've spent the past four years with. Despite my efforts to deserve otherwise, I am still treated like a naive 13 year old. It seems like I just keep having more health/psychological issues. I am entirely fed up with relationships and people and the never-ending pain they bring. And I've been trying so hard to grin and bare it but I think I have finally cracked. I don't have any idea what to do about anything anymore.
