Have you ever felt like the world and/or the people is against you, either for a short or long time?

Like you try to talk and make a conversation, yet others look and continue on something else like you werent there?

Even feels weird that people you know, does the same thing.

Almost like feeling left out.

Sometimes you're just not up to their level, or sometimes you and others might had a few misunderstandings/miscommunications, then come to terms, however after few days, seems people start ignoring you? Like as if someone is keeping a secret away, but never tell you until its too late? Similar to talking behind your back but when you turn around, its as if nothing happened?

Kinda hard to explain from my inner thoughts cuz its a matter of feeling, not logic, so it may not make any sense.

Its just one of those time to time things that gets on my mind and i wonder about it.

Some of you may not know that i'm a sensitive guy, i may talk random to light things up, i make mistakes in communication because i go by my feelings which can be hard to explain in words.

As i thought of this and wonder, if any of you out there are thinking positive/negative of me, please tell me here and now, so i know whats going on. Sometimes i feel uncomfortable walking blindly, so please tell me anything or everything you think about me or my actions, whether for better or worse so i know whats going on around me. You might think this is stupid or unnecessary, but this may be important to me more than to you.

So no hiding tell me everything about me/my impression to you