My tablet is dead, and with it my only source of income. I doooo have a small Wacom Graphite. Yes, it says Graphite on the back; not Graphire. Though it's so small and my wrist is so shakey that I may as well be drawing with an etch-a-sketch. =I Which... actually sounds like a fun idea now, except I don't have one anymore. I already know I won't be able to get help here, but I'm casting my line out beyond hope!



And now some bitching about why this won't work.
Some dingus has been going around convincing a ton of people that I'm the devil. Whoever it is knows a hell of a lot of artists on this site, which is really unfortunate for me! Those of you who've known me (and I mean actually known me. Not just tried to get art or RP from me) know that I do my best to be a nice guy! So successful troll is successful; and I've been completely ignored by a lot of folks from everything from asking to oC, to trying to get in on cheap commissions with slots well available. I mean... I've been guilty of really spouting off about one or two guys to a very select number of trusted friends a few years ago to spare myself a broken fist, but I never riled the entirety of an art site against someone!

I totally believe that some people are just born unlucky, but I also believe in karma. What do I have to do? I've been jobless for three years despite full effort, I can't get any financial aid for college, I don't even have a small workspace for tests or repairs!

I'm normally happy despite everything! My life could easily be way worse. Still, gotta get greedy and think of myself to get a future, and so far fate seems to be forcing me to wait for life to just... find me. Any attempts I have at looking for a future get halted or even beaten down before anything can even happen.

And that's that! Hopefully typing this'll actually help me feel better.