Aww foxy, I am sorry. You will figure things out buddy, and I am here for you when I am avalable to talk too

Take it easy, Alex. Shit happens. I've had times when things didn't go my way for years, but everything always end up fine in the end.

Yeah. That does happen. I'm still here though. I haven't left ya.

while everyone I know takes to the air like eagles, I'm dropping like a lead pile of shit tossed out the door of a passing 747...

so I know the feeling

Sometimes that happens bro, I know that feeling of being left behind or not knowing what to next. As cheesy as it sounds you have to move on and have new experiences.

Since you sound like bro I'll let you know a bit about my bump currently in my life. I just got to a town in the middle of nowhere with my family like 2 days ago. After having plans to move in to this lovely home in a better side of Miami, Having made many new friends along with my best life long buddies, going to college which is all paid, going to work at best buy with my bro that was my manager, and finally gaining confidence, I had to move with my family across the damn country for unforeseen issues in the last second.

If you care or not I'm here to talk to or on xboxlive. Just hit me on chat or whatever.

I hope things turned out in your favor because that feeling of just floating aimlessly in the void of space is terrible.