Really good to hear you don´t quit.

Good luck in your endeavor. We're rooting for you!

you are burning phases too quick, this wasnt suposed to happen until at least 2 years

What do you mean..?

you are doing this: join FA/take commissions/get stressed over people not liking your art/want to make free art-fan art/ragequit/comeback ...alltogether, look where you are now thanks to that

if you will keep the same attitude than now, you will go nowhere than to the blacklist of many people, so you better think twice what to say and what to do if you wanna survive here as an artist, I still have to deal with lots of things.

accept criticism, thats why you upload your pictures here, if people dont like it, let them fap to someone else's work :I
improve, artists that do not improve are left behind by many new ones improving everyday, thats the business here, you wanted commissions, take the whole deal with the stress boost and the bad sleeping schedule.

Uhm.... okay I guess...

and get your tablet as soon as possible.

Sometimes a break is all you truly need, a simple recharge if it were.