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13 years ago
Other than the fact me and my friend stood outside waiting for about two hours for a boot. We ende up getting a 150$ 2 6 in which counts with the money full they had jacked. Turns out only older boys have any interest in me, which is ridiculous and really creepy.
Anyways, it was a good night. Hanging out in a backyard, going to a crazy ass persons house, finding a trampoline and stepping in something disgusting, it all had a terrible feit.
When we got to my house and sat on the rather beautiful leather couch, talking to my mom like babbling idiots while she watched the Gilmore Girls, the entire world went still.
Lets give you some background info on what was happening. I am one of the toughest chicks, meaning emotionally. I only show happiness, never sadness or anger or anything beyond being super chill. No one ever sees me cry. Now, I have a friend that has been battling a rare cancer for a while now, and I do ultimately love him alot.
While we were sitting there, we both stopped and I went to answer y phone and saw a terrible message. It was my friend, he was trying to explain, sugar coating it, that they couldn't do anymore surgeries and such, and he was most likely going to die, and soon.
I dropped down and started crying so hard, it was absolutely terrible. I just cried and cried until I couldn't breath. My friend was shocked, because I've been through alot. I've had plenty of people get sick and die on me, but through out all those funerals and all of those snarky remarks and through every single person that had died, I had never shed a single tear.
My friend that left me in the rain that one day, he had been so in love with her. She had been the biggest bitch towards him and played him so hard. So in between heart wrenching sobs I called her up and just gave her a mouthful of tears and swears.
This morning I woke up, biggest hang over ever, and it's just eating at me.
Anyways, it was a good night. Hanging out in a backyard, going to a crazy ass persons house, finding a trampoline and stepping in something disgusting, it all had a terrible feit.
When we got to my house and sat on the rather beautiful leather couch, talking to my mom like babbling idiots while she watched the Gilmore Girls, the entire world went still.
Lets give you some background info on what was happening. I am one of the toughest chicks, meaning emotionally. I only show happiness, never sadness or anger or anything beyond being super chill. No one ever sees me cry. Now, I have a friend that has been battling a rare cancer for a while now, and I do ultimately love him alot.
While we were sitting there, we both stopped and I went to answer y phone and saw a terrible message. It was my friend, he was trying to explain, sugar coating it, that they couldn't do anymore surgeries and such, and he was most likely going to die, and soon.
I dropped down and started crying so hard, it was absolutely terrible. I just cried and cried until I couldn't breath. My friend was shocked, because I've been through alot. I've had plenty of people get sick and die on me, but through out all those funerals and all of those snarky remarks and through every single person that had died, I had never shed a single tear.
My friend that left me in the rain that one day, he had been so in love with her. She had been the biggest bitch towards him and played him so hard. So in between heart wrenching sobs I called her up and just gave her a mouthful of tears and swears.
This morning I woke up, biggest hang over ever, and it's just eating at me.
1. Dog- Nov 13th, Had be put to sleep at 12 and half due to spinal cancer and Nov 17th was my 35th birthday!
2. Dog- Dec 25th The brother/litter mate of Dog 1 died because he was just found out too have Have Cancer on his internal Cancer
3. My 94 year old Grandpa died Jan 28th a week and half after his birthday
4. a Week later His 17 year old Bosten Terrier in my Care Died!
So, I kinda of know that feeling,.. I know dogs are diffrent,...Still 4 months of deaths,.. Pretty bad!!