Okay so now the pens working again, after like 20 times of restarting, so after all it was something with the computer.

I don't even know what but now it just keeps restarting even though I keep unchecking to disable that in the F8 screen at he beginning.
I'ts now 4 AM.
so

but just having the pen work again has given me so damn much happiness, I'm kind of internally screaming but still angry face at the comp