5 days laster my worry gets to me and i go to look to see if my girl friend is ok. she left me. with out even telling me. im so fucking heart broken. because yet again i'v been abandoned i cant keep dealing with this i'v been getting help. boosting my life with new people, doing my best to focus on good side of life. now thats gone. i am so frustated and hurt i cant bar it any more. im tired. what have i done wrong. i'm finished. nothing left of me.