So here I sit this morning wondering about how happy I am. I must admit I think I'm
being unrealistic in many ways.

My thoughts on finding romance at this point in life: Men? Don't need one. I'd rather
spend my discretionary income on other valuable things like an iPad or cons. Every
time I try to date outside the fandom, for example, the five-letter F word comes up
and holy Jesus, its out the door, parking lot, goodbye! On the opposite end of the
spectrum, everytime I try to date in the fandom, something always goes inevitably
wrong. I guess I am not destined for love right now so much as being infatuated with
all the marvels of tablets.

My thoughts on what I want my social life to be like at this point: I enjoy going to
wine tastings, plays, and other such things. I used to go to a lot more in relation
to GLBT concerns and while it was expensive as hell sometimes, it was fun to just be
in the moment. You go home with a sense of happiness.

I don't mean to get in the good ol' man-bashing bandwagon or to sound like an insensative
prick, just getting stuff off my mind. Randomly. Feel free to reprimand, comment, whatever
you see fit to do to this rant.