I'm seriously done, for good, with trolling/spamming/etc. At first, it's sorta funny in that you can get away with a lot of stuff. But after a while, I'm getting burned out on it, and now it's sort of a bad addiction that I need to stop.

First off, if I've ever, ever, ever flamed/trolled/spammed/whatever your page/submissions/journals/etc. here on FA or on any other place out there, let me first and foremost apologize for any hurt or alienation I've caused, and that I only ask for your forgiveness if it's not too late. I also would like to make reparations and see if we couldn't start things off again, on the right foot this time.

Along those same lines, I wish there was a way to directly apologize to anyone who has me blocked (yeah, there are a few, as I've discovered), but unless someone else sends my words of apology vicariously to them, I'm afraid I really can't make amends with them.

The thing is, I care about people. I want to make people happy and I want to be known as a friend to everyone. I feel like, with some folks, I have suffered greatly in that department. I get anxious and bogged down whenever I think of how much I've kinda fucked up with some potential friends.

But enough of that, I just want to say I want to turn things around, and try to rebuild a reputation as someone who really cares. Thanks for listening everyone; I really appreciate each and every one of you guys ^^ As my only real connection to the furry community, you guys make each moment worthwhile.