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ok so its time i finally updated on whats going on in my life. my dad flipped out on me to do someone elses chores i said no and mom backed me up saying that is wrong. so he starts yelling throwing stuff pushing my mother saying he wont live in a shit hole because the floors were nott mopped. so he kickes my mother my brother matt me and my mate out of the house. i currently am homeless till mom can figure something out :/ i hate him so much. im so emotionally fucked right now. i hate everything. i want to hurt something -_- not good. to add to all the crap in my life my mate is stressed as well so here lately he is triggered much easier. which adds to the amount of stress i have. i dont have any way to let out my stress but food. i only feel truly happy eating something i like -_- *sighs*.... i want to have a day without dramma or something terrible happening. i want peace and quiet. to lay someone where with a cool breeze and just sleep for a long time