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13 years ago
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Searching for the answers you don't even care to know?
Haven't really been especially active the past couple months because there's been a lot going on, and I haven't really had any quiet time to really focus on doing anything.
Been going through a lot, recently, and I'm just... I dunno. Sometimes I'm kind of okay, but sometimes I feel like I'm about to fall apart. Sometimes I'm content, and sometimes I'm impossibly lonely. I don't know what I'm supposed to be feeling, and it's driving me mad.
I feel like there's something I need, but I don't know what it is. I can't seem to figure it out. Something, something, SOMETHING, but what is it? Or is it merely want rather than an actual need? I can't tell. It's just nagging at me. It feels like loneliness, and reminds me of sadness, but I'm not sure. What am I supposed to feel?
If you don't already know the details of what's going on, I'll probably tell you about it later, or maybe, MAYBE if you ask.
I'm going to have a mildly schizoid moment, now.
Wraith, I wish you would draw more. Don't say a fuckin' thing back, just fuckin' do it. Put the goddamn pencil to the goddamn paper and move the linemaking piece of shit. I don't care what you think it looks like, just fuckin' do it. I SAID DO IT YOU GODDAMN SLANTY-EYED FAG! Don't look at me like I just brained you with your own sewing machine! Just fucking work!
Augh, I'm so fucking difficult. Shit, I don't know how I deal with myself. Oh, yeah, that's right, I started doing drugs some time ago. Ha ha ha ha-- fucking kill me.
Been going through a lot, recently, and I'm just... I dunno. Sometimes I'm kind of okay, but sometimes I feel like I'm about to fall apart. Sometimes I'm content, and sometimes I'm impossibly lonely. I don't know what I'm supposed to be feeling, and it's driving me mad.
I feel like there's something I need, but I don't know what it is. I can't seem to figure it out. Something, something, SOMETHING, but what is it? Or is it merely want rather than an actual need? I can't tell. It's just nagging at me. It feels like loneliness, and reminds me of sadness, but I'm not sure. What am I supposed to feel?
If you don't already know the details of what's going on, I'll probably tell you about it later, or maybe, MAYBE if you ask.
I'm going to have a mildly schizoid moment, now.
Wraith, I wish you would draw more. Don't say a fuckin' thing back, just fuckin' do it. Put the goddamn pencil to the goddamn paper and move the linemaking piece of shit. I don't care what you think it looks like, just fuckin' do it. I SAID DO IT YOU GODDAMN SLANTY-EYED FAG! Don't look at me like I just brained you with your own sewing machine! Just fucking work!
Augh, I'm so fucking difficult. Shit, I don't know how I deal with myself. Oh, yeah, that's right, I started doing drugs some time ago. Ha ha ha ha-- fucking kill me.
