Still in need of commissions
things simply keep getting worse
Money is just getting tighter and tighter

Yesterday we had to take a large loan from the bank
just so we had enough to turn on our phones
and now we have no money for two weeks
no groceries no gas for our cars nothing...

I've been filling out aps
looking at craigslist
checking in with a few places I dropped aps
and nobody wants me...

I don't know what I'm doing wrong

and not only is money tight
I can already feel the strain its putting on our relationship
and honestly I don't know if I can handle that once it happens

shit is just so tight right now
no money
no bites on a job
things starting to get tough between trek and I


so while I really hate to do this
I'm asking for your guys help
seriously - please
I cannot let shit get worse

if you've been thinking about commissioning me
now the times to do it
if you just want to throw a couple dollars my way
I'll make sure you get a little something in return
if you can't help money wise
spreading the word helps a lot

so please guys
I hate fucking begging
but I can't let this ship go down

im just gunna try to stay strong
and keep working at getting a new job

I used to think the $350 I used to bring home
wasn't much and didn't matter
but now I am feeling how much it did
and how important it is that it keeps coming

thank you for reading this guys
and thank you for continuing to be supportive
It really means a lot to me that there's people out there who care and listen