I've dreamed about it happening for so long. i thought about it and always wanted it to happen, i just never thought it would happen when i didn't expect it.

On Sunday me and my mate  Zeph_bluelight celebrated our 3 month anniversary. Normally we don't make plans for our day, we just let it unfold but this time zeph had something he really wanted to do.

He took me to see The Avengers, amazing movie btw, and then wanted to take me somewhere special

My foxy drove me to his parents boat and he put some cushions down and we cuddled under the stars. As we lay i felt his heart beating fast and was wondering if he was about to do something big.....i was right.

He took a big breath and looked at me, saying "babe....when I'm with you i feel like i can touch those stars. You make me feel like no one has ever made me feel before. I've told you things i haven't told anyone else and I don't want to hold it in anymore......I love you

At that point i just looked at him in wonder. He had just made my dream come true and all i could say was....nothing. i leaned in and kissed him hard and long, showing my emotions through my kiss. I stop for a second to whisper back :oh hun.....i love you too.....i love you" Then continue kissing him.

That night was perfect. absolutely perfect. We made love under the stars and both of us just sat in the afterglow, holding eachother and nuzzling.

Before i told some of my ex's that i loved them, i was wrong. i didn't feel love. i felt just lust or how i feel to a friend. When Zeph told me my heart skiped a beat n everytime i say it my heart skips another. There is no wasy to describe how i feel about him, save for this: I love you Zeph