Some family stuff has come up and we (me and mother SnickerDoodle) have been called in to help sort out the broken parts of my family. There were arrests, a sick aunt, 2 minors, and now thankfully my cousin is leaving her sorry no good for anything but a road block of a husband. I have not slept good in the past 2 days. We are staying at their place till things are back to a more normal state of sanity. The place is crawling with water bugs and sunday night i heard a rat that had to be the size of a small calf. In fact i think it moved the couch in the middle of the night.

My back is hurting but that might be cause of the 2 minors jumping on my back last night over and over again. They are my cousin's little girls. ages 4 and 6. I am sad to say I have been the only male figure in their lives that could be considered a father figure who dose not belittle them. They are starved for attention. But i also see the damage this thing (their biological father) has left on them in their young age. I think I am the only person who plays with them at home.

The whole situation is not good. Chaos has been in this home for a long time and you can feel it when you walk in the door.

if you read this then you have seen a little of the stuff i deal with. Not all the time but we all have family like this.

nyoof...