lol man up and do what needs to be done puppy its only gonna be worse the more you wait and think about it gives you more time to worry about it and stress then make it worse then it is you said familys gonna pay for it so tell em to do it now .. hard cold truth is you just gotta stop being a lil bitch about every thing and take charge of your life its not that hard your just maken things much harder then they are on your self u can do it if you just shut off your brain for once and act with out thinking .. whats the worst that can hapen your not gonna end up lower then you are now are u. .. not being a ass just saying what needs to be said listen to the person that has alot of experiance with this shit in life and your do fine..

Well I'm already moving. But I just don't necessarily feel comfortable with th situation on the whole. On top of other junk going down I'm worried my parents wont be able to fit their end of our agreement or almost worse, they'll get me what they say using means that I could've done myself by staying up north where I actually want to be.

I'm doing this because I have to admit that atm it's best for me, but just because that's the case doesn't mean I cant bitch and it definitely doesnt mean I have to like the idea. ._.

you dont have to stay there if things are not that good u know ..

Yeah I know. But the initial shock of the situation is still just a lil rough on me ya knwo?

time to get drunk then to forget tempory :P

Pfft like I don't do enough of that right now already XD