GAHHH /rant/ feel free to ignore
13 years ago
General
My best friend. You are my FUCKING best friend. And when we RP, You get to choose the topic, anything I suggest is 'no'. When I"m sick, you ask 'where the hell were you' instead of 'hey, feeling better?'
When you're sick, I usually ask how you are and why you were gone, not 'where the fuck were you today?" Some friend you are -___- I stay home with the inability to breath well and the first thing you ask if 'where were you?' Uhm, lessee... I was at home...in bed...barely able to breath.... Which apparently isn't something I can do while you can stay home with 'a headache i had all weekend'. Yeah, shut the fuck up -___-
In 7th grade, I was sick and it took me going to the hospital for a possible blood clot (turned out to be pneumonia) to be really worried about me. And this year, I went to the hospital with you and your mom because you had an ear infection (her first at age 16. what the flying fuck) when her doctor 'couldn't be reached until Monday'.
And on a different, art related note, I can't fucking draw anything lately. I try and it fails miserably. I see all of these artists uploading AMAZING pieces of work and all I can upload lately is work that SOMEONE has done for me. I can't get any commissions ordered because I don't have the money and I can't sell ANYTHING for the life of me on here. I can't do etsy/e-bay/furbuy/etc because I don't have a credit card.
And gift art from the amazing artists is upavailable for 90% of the ones that I want... And contests? DOn't get me started. I've one...3 so far? And that was only for little pieces of art. Never anything big like a free fursuit or collar or tail or whatever. And I can't commission a suit/suit pieces because I don't have the $600+ to do so.
I dreamed of selling earrings and adoptable on here. Out of 18 pairs, I've sold 0, and of 3 adoptables, i stopped after 1 set of 3 because only one person bought one. I can't get a tablet, i can't use sai because my trial version ended and I can't afford to buy the full thing. I can't fucking use PS, so I don't care to download it. Gimp is difficult.
And right now, I'm practically curling into a ball, stopping myself from coughing otherwise I feel like a huge vice is wrapped around my upper chest and back when I do.
I can't win... I just want
When you're sick, I usually ask how you are and why you were gone, not 'where the fuck were you today?" Some friend you are -___- I stay home with the inability to breath well and the first thing you ask if 'where were you?' Uhm, lessee... I was at home...in bed...barely able to breath.... Which apparently isn't something I can do while you can stay home with 'a headache i had all weekend'. Yeah, shut the fuck up -___-
In 7th grade, I was sick and it took me going to the hospital for a possible blood clot (turned out to be pneumonia) to be really worried about me. And this year, I went to the hospital with you and your mom because you had an ear infection (her first at age 16. what the flying fuck) when her doctor 'couldn't be reached until Monday'.
And on a different, art related note, I can't fucking draw anything lately. I try and it fails miserably. I see all of these artists uploading AMAZING pieces of work and all I can upload lately is work that SOMEONE has done for me. I can't get any commissions ordered because I don't have the money and I can't sell ANYTHING for the life of me on here. I can't do etsy/e-bay/furbuy/etc because I don't have a credit card.
And gift art from the amazing artists is upavailable for 90% of the ones that I want... And contests? DOn't get me started. I've one...3 so far? And that was only for little pieces of art. Never anything big like a free fursuit or collar or tail or whatever. And I can't commission a suit/suit pieces because I don't have the $600+ to do so.
I dreamed of selling earrings and adoptable on here. Out of 18 pairs, I've sold 0, and of 3 adoptables, i stopped after 1 set of 3 because only one person bought one. I can't get a tablet, i can't use sai because my trial version ended and I can't afford to buy the full thing. I can't fucking use PS, so I don't care to download it. Gimp is difficult.
And right now, I'm practically curling into a ball, stopping myself from coughing otherwise I feel like a huge vice is wrapped around my upper chest and back when I do.
I can't win... I just want
FA+

Take care of your throat. hot milk + honey, the more scratched up it gets, the more ull cough and the more it will hurt.
Also, keep like 5 gallons of water near. the moment you can breath and hold back coughs, drink carefully. Don't let yourself get dehydrated.
Take care :s