Honestly, I don't know why, but I've been thinking alot about when I was little. And I used to get really bad night terrors. They weren't typical young children nightmares, they were morbid and brutal and honestly traumatizing. I remember my first one, I was tied to a razor blade, and I watched each individual person of my close family get ripped brutally apart, and in the end, when I was killed, I felt this terrible pain. I'd woken up the next morning clawing myself in the stomach, to the point where I was almost bleeding.

No one really cared at first. They just thought I was being over dramatic. But god, after a while, people were looking into what it all was. It was every night! I was always afraid of sleeping even an ounce. And they were so graphic. Sometimes, I can't even remember if the more decent ones were real or not.

And after speaking up to one of my friends after I had a more recent one at about two in the morning, I've just been thinking about them. My most recent one wasn't really that bad, but they really do shake you up. I've always wanted to go to someone that specializes in this type of stuff.

It was odd, because one day someone found a fact about Freddy Krueger, and how his happenning had came from a real life event. It was called some sort of 'asian pinpoint dream', where the people were afraid to sleep because of nightmares, and than died in their sleep. It was kind of funny, because me and my friend saw that and he was like "Omg Cayla, it's like you!" Which no, it wasn't, at all. But it was rather funny to think about.