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Alpha Update #1
13 years ago
With Friends!
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Well...
Its been great to move to the springs and finally start over, however, for the past 2 weeks I have been under immense stress and depression. All in a nutshell? The stress is 15% regular everyday stress 15% from school 70% from my dad. Why my dad? Well a couple of weeks ago he decided to text me 9 texts in a row about how much of a failure I am, wished I was never born and shuned me from the family, sure I took it hard, talked to some friends. If he feels that way about me then let it be. I shouldnt take anything like that to heart especially from a father who apparently says he doesnt love me. Tied with it my hair has been falling out in handfulls, not the summer sheding affecting it. As well sleep deprived nights in which my insomnia got really bad and nightmares started to return. As well as with my music and rapping, need to work more, especially from the trolling incident last week.
Now to the depression...I'm not talking the drama, whoa-its-me kind its more-or-less the fact my school contacted me... Im not graduating this year, from high school due to the fact its out of range. ITs a online class how in the living fuck is that possible. Graduation is this monday or tuesday so who all has my cell phone number, please keep me company so I dont think about it.
OTHERWISE---
Its been great so far, increased more time to skate at Memorial Park, LOOKING FOR MORE SKATING FURS IN COLORADO!! ANd my art as increased 10000% as many of you noticed, thanx for believing in me ^//^" I will try to make it to as many meets as possible. Fritz meets I will go to on his monthly basis, the aurora meets I will try for every 2 weeks otherwise this has been Alpha update week 1 thanx. <3 <3
Its been great to move to the springs and finally start over, however, for the past 2 weeks I have been under immense stress and depression. All in a nutshell? The stress is 15% regular everyday stress 15% from school 70% from my dad. Why my dad? Well a couple of weeks ago he decided to text me 9 texts in a row about how much of a failure I am, wished I was never born and shuned me from the family, sure I took it hard, talked to some friends. If he feels that way about me then let it be. I shouldnt take anything like that to heart especially from a father who apparently says he doesnt love me. Tied with it my hair has been falling out in handfulls, not the summer sheding affecting it. As well sleep deprived nights in which my insomnia got really bad and nightmares started to return. As well as with my music and rapping, need to work more, especially from the trolling incident last week.
Now to the depression...I'm not talking the drama, whoa-its-me kind its more-or-less the fact my school contacted me... Im not graduating this year, from high school due to the fact its out of range. ITs a online class how in the living fuck is that possible. Graduation is this monday or tuesday so who all has my cell phone number, please keep me company so I dont think about it.
OTHERWISE---
Its been great so far, increased more time to skate at Memorial Park, LOOKING FOR MORE SKATING FURS IN COLORADO!! ANd my art as increased 10000% as many of you noticed, thanx for believing in me ^//^" I will try to make it to as many meets as possible. Fritz meets I will go to on his monthly basis, the aurora meets I will try for every 2 weeks otherwise this has been Alpha update week 1 thanx. <3 <3
CORGSARTS COMMISSION QUE:
https://trello.com/b/UZja6kqy/corgsarts-commissions
https://trello.com/b/UZja6kqy/corgsarts-commissions
I hope things turn out for the better soon, Alpha! Seems like you got lots of people there to help ya ^^
But the thing with your dad? Fuck him. I havn't acknowledged my biological father for years because he pulled crap like that.