well somehow an unnessary journal but well.was in hospital on mothers day... which sucked pretty. hard... I was working yesterday and dunno exactly what exactly happened. I was working to fast with too much euphorism as I suddenly totally cramped and fell to the floor.
I don't know how this coulkd possible happen but I managed to rip a muscle a bit and trough the contraction somehow my lung was a lil damaged to . well more like a lung cramp. well spend yesterday at the hospital and I'm back now. I got some painkillers for the week. I hope the pain will go away this week...... damn it it could have been one of the best weeks in a while but now.... *sighs* I can't sit for very long or bow down without causing me incredible pain. I still will try to finish the special pictures I have planned for all of you but I'll prolly will just lay in bed for the most time. damn my back and stomach hurts >.< I sound like an old man when I move though...that's a lil funny x3..... ALTRRRRRRR MANN sich nicht bewegen kann! *keuch*

and happy belated mothers day to all mommys and those who want to be one.