For making things easier: "friend(s)" will be used to refer to people I see/saw almost every day/weekly(if they lived further away) or people I chatted to online a lot. Obviously there are exceptions so just read this open minded Kay?

I dunno, life seemed a lot more simple and I didn't have nearly as much drama as I did before, and I actually had friends. I mean, I have friends in Michigan but none live very close and the only one I'm nearly as close to as my friends from back then is my bestie  fidgetfennec. Just reminiscing I guess? I miss being happy/excited on a regular basis I guess. My lack of a social life just kinda has me hanging out playing video games and working. I actually had money to do stuff for a little over a month because of increased hours at my work. And thinking about it now, I even had more friends just when I first moved up here, and then when I had to move again everyone just kinda fizzled... I noticed that I found it harder to amuse myself with others online. I used to be on SL all the time(never spent my own money though!), and I had a chance to get on it a little while ago and it just seems like people(or maybe just furries in general) are kinda set in their own groups that new people get kinda brushed aside? Or well, my experiences have left me at that anyways. Iunno, I felt like I tried but no one I tried with around me really wanted to include me, because everyone already knew each other and I was/am a nobody(once again, people I can physically hang out with on a regula basis, I dont think it's fair to include people who live hours away and hope they wouldnt hold me to the same standard as a nearby friend, it's not the same). Iunno, loneliness in general and whatnot