I know this is kinda random, but it hits home for me. I was on tumblr (lol as usual) and decided to see if I could find a tutorial for coloring blood or maybe make-up photos as reference. What I found instead were pictures of people cutting themselves. Yeah, some of them were made with make-up. Some posts were reaching out to others in an attempt to help. It makes my chest hurt to know people are feeling so down and they don't even care about life anymore. I know what it feels like because there was a 4-5 year span where I was like that. Cutting, not paying attention to directions and taking extra pills, just generally planning out how to go about ending my existence. I have been doing better the past several years, but it doesn't mean I forgot what it feels like. Please, if anyone feels that way or just needs to vent/chat/whatever, note me or comment here. Even send me a message on skype! I have an msn messenger, but I don't sign on often enough and it wouldn't be the fastest way to get in contact.


I don't know man, stuff just hits me in the feels. I wish I could help everyone feel better, even though I know it's not possible.

By the way, I am not suicidal or anything, I just worry for people who are. ;w;