Been laying here for 3 hours now tried working out until I was exhausted tried staying up and talking with people tried meditation but still no relief. Just keep thinking about a comic I read earlier loved all the comedy in it they become more than friends then at the end the chars grow up and move away from each other, begin there lives and find other people. Literally made me tear up even though it ends on a bitter sweet note. I'm glad I read it but I'm gonna kick silvers ass for not warning me about the end lol