I feel fine today. Maybe I could draw for once.
13 years ago
For me, having energy is as rare as a republican congressman not bringing up religion in his speech. And would you know it, today's the day!... I wonder if it has something to do with that new medication I took this morning.
Anyhow, maybe I could use this energy, if there's any left tonight, to finish that freaking drawing of Shiroka reading on a tree branch. The limbs and fingers look miserable, which is one of the many things that kept me from keeping up with it. That would look awesome once it's done though. I asked Freckles to do it but he said no. I think he's only into porn. Who am I to judge? =/
There's another piece I think I could actually hire a commissioner to do, unless I find the motivation and lack of shame in my skills to do myself; a three part pictures showing my character and a blank one (could be you if you want! Show me a ref and I'll do it) hugging in three different ways; standing up, laying on the back, and face to the ground. Hard to describe but that would be so precious. <3 I'd title it "Better than sex". Because it is. :3c
But these are just words. Knowing myself, that's all I'll have accomplished in the end. =( Cross your fingers is all I'll say.
Edit: Disregard that, by the end of the evening I had completely lost my good mood and fell in an existential crisis. Doesn't mean I don't want these drawings done anymore though, but now it's just wishful thinking, as ususal. =/
Anyhow, maybe I could use this energy, if there's any left tonight, to finish that freaking drawing of Shiroka reading on a tree branch. The limbs and fingers look miserable, which is one of the many things that kept me from keeping up with it. That would look awesome once it's done though. I asked Freckles to do it but he said no. I think he's only into porn. Who am I to judge? =/
There's another piece I think I could actually hire a commissioner to do, unless I find the motivation and lack of shame in my skills to do myself; a three part pictures showing my character and a blank one (could be you if you want! Show me a ref and I'll do it) hugging in three different ways; standing up, laying on the back, and face to the ground. Hard to describe but that would be so precious. <3 I'd title it "Better than sex". Because it is. :3c
But these are just words. Knowing myself, that's all I'll have accomplished in the end. =( Cross your fingers is all I'll say.
Edit: Disregard that, by the end of the evening I had completely lost my good mood and fell in an existential crisis. Doesn't mean I don't want these drawings done anymore though, but now it's just wishful thinking, as ususal. =/
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