Shut out.. For the last time.
13 years ago
I tried so hard... But I can't live like this without ways to cope.. so I'm down to the last thing that I know of.
I don't have friends anymore. I don't have family anymore. I'm too weak to function normally so things that strong people expect me to do.. I just can't do them without help.. And so I'm judged for it.
I'm told I just have to take care of myself... Even after I've tried so hard to hold things back and not depend on others so much, I'm STILL told, ESPECIALLY when I NEED some fucking help, that I just have to GO IT ALONE.
SO DON'T FUCKING JUDGE ME FOR MY WAYS TO COPE.
I don't have friends anymore. I don't have family anymore. I'm too weak to function normally so things that strong people expect me to do.. I just can't do them without help.. And so I'm judged for it.
I'm told I just have to take care of myself... Even after I've tried so hard to hold things back and not depend on others so much, I'm STILL told, ESPECIALLY when I NEED some fucking help, that I just have to GO IT ALONE.
SO DON'T FUCKING JUDGE ME FOR MY WAYS TO COPE.
The-Canadian-0.5fur
~the-canadian-0.5fur
*hugs* I would help...but you don't know me...but we can still talk...I know what it's like goin through pain alone...even though the pain I went through may not be what you're going through: I still know what it's like being alone. What do ya say: I want to help you anyway I can...and Be a friend...
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