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I can't do it...
13 years ago
Lately I have not been getting the urge to draw at all... I try and try, but nothing goes out the way I want it to.
So much has been going on lately that I feel its just not me, its everyone I am affecting... I feel that I am that "guy" that manages to upset the balance in life. That "guy" that tries to be in. That "guy".
Since I quit my old job, didn't have any money to go with my friends to PAX and returning to another job which sits me next door to my old job, I feel that I am not the same... I feel that I try and try and try, but once I reach that peak, I shoot downhill somehow... As if everything I do I manage to screw it up for everyone. I feel I try to shove in somewhere, or someplace I don't belong...
And as of late, I don't feel like drawing either... It seems I can't care anymore...
...I can't do it, because I feel I will drop to the bottom once again...
So much has been going on lately that I feel its just not me, its everyone I am affecting... I feel that I am that "guy" that manages to upset the balance in life. That "guy" that tries to be in. That "guy".
Since I quit my old job, didn't have any money to go with my friends to PAX and returning to another job which sits me next door to my old job, I feel that I am not the same... I feel that I try and try and try, but once I reach that peak, I shoot downhill somehow... As if everything I do I manage to screw it up for everyone. I feel I try to shove in somewhere, or someplace I don't belong...
And as of late, I don't feel like drawing either... It seems I can't care anymore...
...I can't do it, because I feel I will drop to the bottom once again...
That is something I really need from time to time... But I do try to be meek and modest... I guess I should cut it out for now and try to make the best of it...!
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Do remember though. You can only go up from here.
I always try to see the top and hope to get there, but I always try and level with others to not be on top of anyone I love... But for me to succeed I just have to keep at it and always hope for the best...!
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I have some ideas from time to time, but they look nothing like they were supposed to look like in my mind... So it frustrates me quite often if I cant get something looking right... But I should do what I am capable of doing...!
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Well dude... I wasn't the smartest bulb in my class, but I can guarantee you that you will do well once you get out of that rut...! I know there are things in life that affects us and brings us down, and the least we want to know that it's not quite done with us until we've hit the floor bleeding.
I guess we can always count for support from those who care...!
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Sometimes I always think of others more importantly, that I tend to reject myself in hopes I can keep everyone on a good note with me...
Seems that there is no melody and harmony if all the keys aren't used...!
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Cuídate y espero que la proxima vez que oigamos de tí sean buenas noticias.
Siempre intento mantener un enfoque para tener el sentido de importancia con lo que hago... Pero creo que no es la mejor idea cuando solamente miro con un nivel que me no me deja mirar la pantalla completa...!
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Its always nice to have a good cry once in a blue moon, and I think that it would be best for me to take your advice and hold it off, rather than giving it all up... I try to do everything that sometimes, I seem to do the opposite...!
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Heh, never looked at it like that actually... I think that I am one that rejects change due to the fact that I get accustomed to my life that a single minor change seems like one of catastrophic proportions... And I guess this is another chapter in my book that needs to happen in order for me to keep on going...!
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You will come back to you normal soon. Just a question of time
I try not to be THAT dramatic, but it just looked like it was... Maybe I did blow this one out of proportions and I just needed someone to tell me how it is and just keep on going... And time do heal any wounds eventually...!
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And in times like this we need someone to slap our faces and bring us back to the earth to face and resolve our problems.
And what I'm saying now is REALLY DRAMATIC
I know it works for me, when I stop forcing the creative process it will flow naturally, just sometimes it takes a few days or a few weeks. Everyone will still be hear when you return to posting, Dood ^_^
As far as not fitting it I find your a really easy going person, but it's normal to feel like your the odd one out. I think most normal people feel that way from time to time. Sometimes you need to step back and take stock of all the good things in your life. Even the basic's count from a roof over your head, a job, food to eat, and so much more. *hugs*
I tend to try and please everyone all the time, and it seems to be quite the opposite when I execute my flow onto others... But seems to me that I might be over thinking and overreacting this whole ordeal to make it look like a catastrophic thing and rustle some unnecessary audition to comfort my moment of weakness... I should just get up, dust myself and try again...!
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We all have rough patches from time to time, and we all wish we could re-do things, Dood. Just remember you do have friends that like you just the way you are, and are rooting for you, Dood ^_^