...What's wrong with me???

..have you ever felt so lonely?

I don't understand...

I don't know why things are the way they are... It's just something that happened, i guess.

Is the future going to be brighter?
Where are we gonna go from here?

Does someone out there want to see me die?
I didn't think it was that bad but sometimes I have these thoughts.
How can someone love themself and yet hate themself so much at the same time?
It's a paradox.

I'm sorry....

I probably shouldn't write journals while half asleep...