Hey, I know the feeling, man... only last week my grandfather passsed away; a man who I really looked up to; and as if it wasn't bad enough for me, my dad was really struggling to deal with the loss. But I found that while a lot of people put a lot of value on it; saying goodbye isn't everything... I certainly didn't get the chance with my relative; but in the end I got by with a good cry and just understanding my connection to him; because it's not the goodbye that counts; it's everything before it. It's easy to remember the end; but it's often the journey that's more important; yeah? Besides; it isn't the end; it's just a destination... I would think that whatever god 'hates' you probaby has an afterlife in order.

But I digress; in regards to the former incident all I can really say is that I'm thankful that it wasn't worse; and to remember that such accidents are going to happen when you're starting out; and it's probably far better that they happen with that sort of inseverity and in the present; so you can learn from them now rather than suffering the consequences later. Live and learn, right?

But I digress; while I offer my condolences I'm just happy you're reasonably safe and sound. Like my mum always told me; you should appreciate even the bad times in life; because it could always be worse. Personally I think that's a stupid way to look at things, seeing as they still happened and hurt; but sometimes it is the truth.

Just hang in there for me, okay? I'm sure karma; or whatever deity who's watching over you will smile upon you again soon.

THERE YOU ARE. I thought something bad happened to you man! Seeing that you're at least still active (especialy after not being on AIM when I'm up early) really helps.

Thanks for the words of consolation. I really needed that.

if there is some kind of "deity" out there, I'm convinced they are Galactus-like: big, extremly powerfull and self centred.

I know your feelings, I'd similar..."events" in the past, and I have only an advice:

now she's gone, and you can not do anything about it, so DO whatever else you can, you are alive and they could only want you to go on with your life



just remenber to be carefull when you eat mussels

:c damn, man, I'm really sorry to hear that.... I never know what to say in situations like this, but just think of it this way: I'm certain your great grandma knew how much you cared about her, and you'll always have the memories of the time you spent together. We all have to go at some point, but I'm certain you brought happiness to her life.
I'm kinda super awkward at consoling people, but if you need someone to talk to, I'm around and I'll do my best to make you feel better. :c


I hope things turn around for you soon. x.x