Eh, well, a weekend of racing, or at least pit-crewing for my friend is a bit of a stress reliever, this 3 day weekend is awfully nice at the moment.

Its a nice distraction, not having to think about anything else. But now, I'm on eggshells again as far as my thoughts are concerned..also kinda just...still blugh, I just dont know ya know? About this whole situation my last few journals have been about.