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Hell my poor brain. Trying to pay attention to each artist's page, seeing ones that are banned or moved that I didn't know about, finding people have just up and left and deleted ALL their art... and then having to decide to not rewatch some of them because their art just isn't in a direction that I want to see in my submission list... I feel like a horrible person. And not rewatching people that I apparently added when they watched me because I don't want to have tons of people in my list that I don't know and don't do any art, yet still adding people that I personally know that also don't post art... feels like a double standard. :(

On to a nicer subject as the previous makes me want to flip a desk. lol.

I may be streaming in a bit. Most likely in the next hour. I'm hoping some people that I owe art to show up, if not, I'll be taking slots for spur of the moment commissions. I'm looking at possibly having a job, and Os (my man for those that don't know) suggested I take commissions and tips for rewarding myself (for job hunting and just bloody TRYING to get shit together) with Super Street Fighter IV: Arcade Edition on Steam. Sorta mixed feelings on knowing I need to gather 1.5k to sort shit out and not putting every dime towards that, but as he put it "Eh. Way i see it, the job thing is the primary source for that. Some art money can be used for fun." So, I'm going to do that... I don't reward myself often anymore and that's been a huge drain on my happiness/determination meter I think.

So yeah, streaming in a little while, that's the plan. I'll be doing my normal set up with livestream for audio and join.me for High def visual. (If you know me from my Niaphyla account, and have watched me, you know how I do. :)