Its such a weird feeling to have my entire life in a box. The joy of moving i can't even tell you, I'm super excited to be honest. A new place, same square footage, but for 350$ less. And on top of all that, meeting new friends, taking amazing pictures with my SLR and having printing places make me sign for copyright because they look too professional. haha, who knew?

Making new friends around here have really just helped me feel loved. My co-worker Jaylnn helped me find a place, drove me around, let me meet her family and aunts and uncles and nieces, and so many others, and I'm already part of their family it seems. It just feels good to be acknowledged and wanted since i can't be near my own family because of work.

I also managed to meet a cool guy at the D3 midnight release and we have been online playing almost daily since. I actually got to meet his wife and son at the newly opened buffalo wild wings, heh it was just fun to be nerdy. When everyone plays, no one feels guilty lol. Funny when the wife and husband both play.

As for my packed padding, that didn't last long, i had to open a box... I couldn't help it!! *crinkle wags*

There is also a special someone that has really touched my life lately. Totally unexpected and so comforting. Sometimes you just know. And well? I just know this is going to work. Those feelings that push beyond the fake euphoria stage. And after that fades, something has remained that lingers among divinity. It's more then butterflies, more then that feeling of being safe. It's that feeling of being needed without the often accompanying result of the privilege of your rescue being abused. And through this two way street, there is a complex feeling that need represents consistency, a result commenced from actions done out of pure, flawed, uninfluenced love. I couldn't ask for anything better.

As for the next few weeks, I officially move into my new place on the 19th. Super super excited! ^.^