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Tracker module tunes and BF2. Also, irrational fears.
13 years ago
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I have gone nearly 4 months unemployed! This cannot go on!
I don't know why I am so scared of taking up jobs where I have no clue what they will be like. So far I have been very unsuccessful at getting a job in administration, something I have 1.5 years worth of experience already. There are numerous other jobs I can take that I qualify for, but most of them are hard-labour-for-light-wage jobs! The best paying ones are security postings, but they require longs hours standing around guarding whatever place. Should I just suck up and apply for these?
Why am I so timid?
In the meantime, after 6 years of grinding in Battlefield 2, I was finally promoted to Sergeant Major and unlocked all bonus weapons. Granted, Battlefield 2 is an addictive and fun experience if your teammates and your competition are fun-loving, humourous and almost equally matched. In my 6 years of playing, those times are rare. As such, it has scarred my soul. I may never play a Battlefield game again.
Also, listening to the thousands of tracker module tunes (MOD, S3M, XM, IT, etc.) pleases me greatly, and opens my eyes and ears to the some of the greatest musical talents much of the world will never know.
I don't know why I am so scared of taking up jobs where I have no clue what they will be like. So far I have been very unsuccessful at getting a job in administration, something I have 1.5 years worth of experience already. There are numerous other jobs I can take that I qualify for, but most of them are hard-labour-for-light-wage jobs! The best paying ones are security postings, but they require longs hours standing around guarding whatever place. Should I just suck up and apply for these?
Why am I so timid?
In the meantime, after 6 years of grinding in Battlefield 2, I was finally promoted to Sergeant Major and unlocked all bonus weapons. Granted, Battlefield 2 is an addictive and fun experience if your teammates and your competition are fun-loving, humourous and almost equally matched. In my 6 years of playing, those times are rare. As such, it has scarred my soul. I may never play a Battlefield game again.
Also, listening to the thousands of tracker module tunes (MOD, S3M, XM, IT, etc.) pleases me greatly, and opens my eyes and ears to the some of the greatest musical talents much of the world will never know.
