FA+
Shop
UPDATING June 5th, 2012
13 years ago
Au service de Dieu
Greetings dear people.
Just wanted to share some news around. Some of them good and others not so good sadly.
Thanks God I started to stop coughing blood despite the cough remains. The storm is getting away thanks God and also for the prayers of many who shared their heart . Thanks to you a lot too. I really wish the best for you in God.
However, despite I feel better with the slow recovery, I feel really sad because things here are starting to get again really sad because Ipeople I loved and had very close to me resuylted being offfended with no apparent reason, and now they showed their actions against myself willing to remove me from their lives. I feel sad and I wonder why people do this to me. If I did something wrong, I wish I could know what is goping on cause I always want that everyone who stays with me can feel a lot of love. Anyway, lately some I had the hope this could be really long now stabb me and hurt me inside alike many mean people did in the past reminding me very bad things from my beginnings.
Why? D= why again this situation? am I such a bad person really? Things like this really killl many good feelings about being friendly and nice with strangers, but I don't consider that fair either. If that's what they want, I am not going to beg anything cause I don't have why. I always had them in my heart but I am not going just to be the toy of anyone.
Please forgive me for the last thing cause I feel really sad and hurt because of this situation. I really pretend not to stick to friends anymore cause I don't want to feel hurt like this anymore. I am tired of loving and then to feel the kick behind.
Best wishes for everyone and ponce again,. thanks a lot for the comments and best wishes while being terribly sick. God bless you a lot.
Just wanted to share some news around. Some of them good and others not so good sadly.
Thanks God I started to stop coughing blood despite the cough remains. The storm is getting away thanks God and also for the prayers of many who shared their heart . Thanks to you a lot too. I really wish the best for you in God.
However, despite I feel better with the slow recovery, I feel really sad because things here are starting to get again really sad because Ipeople I loved and had very close to me resuylted being offfended with no apparent reason, and now they showed their actions against myself willing to remove me from their lives. I feel sad and I wonder why people do this to me. If I did something wrong, I wish I could know what is goping on cause I always want that everyone who stays with me can feel a lot of love. Anyway, lately some I had the hope this could be really long now stabb me and hurt me inside alike many mean people did in the past reminding me very bad things from my beginnings.
Why? D= why again this situation? am I such a bad person really? Things like this really killl many good feelings about being friendly and nice with strangers, but I don't consider that fair either. If that's what they want, I am not going to beg anything cause I don't have why. I always had them in my heart but I am not going just to be the toy of anyone.
Please forgive me for the last thing cause I feel really sad and hurt because of this situation. I really pretend not to stick to friends anymore cause I don't want to feel hurt like this anymore. I am tired of loving and then to feel the kick behind.
Best wishes for everyone and ponce again,. thanks a lot for the comments and best wishes while being terribly sick. God bless you a lot.
Rejection.. It hurts. If they don't tell you why they're being like that, there's really nothing that can be done. You just gotta pray about it, and hope that they will come out and tell you why they have a beef with you. Honestly, you are a very strong young man to have not snapped, or just given up. You're much stronger than I am. God is probably just trying you. The fire is hot, but it purges the dross out, and our God knows how much heat we can take, and when to pull us out of the fire.
Well.. According to God, there is no such thing as a good person since we are all guilty. But in man's eyes. Through my eyes, you are a fine example of a man. To be honest. I really don't know why they are treating you so bad. Maybe they were just vain people, and when things got serious with you, they took off. I can't speak for them because I don't know what is in their hearts, but I am speaking from my own experience. I was a person like that who would say he was close, but whenever something serious happened, I was one of the first to leave.
I really want thing to get better for you. I love you, dear brother.. I'll keep praying for you.
God bless