Ok now all the stuff under here is what a friend (or so i thought) said to me when i told him that no i would not stop smoking hookah (which i dont do often) just to be in his clan**

**im in an orginization called WotS or Way of the Sword. We are a full contact foam weapon sport. Im apart of the Japanese culture in the orginization and in it we have clans. Right now im in a clan called the Red Hand.

My body is in perfect condidtion
I do not age, wither, or stop
my bones are unbreakable
blood always flowing
wounds heal like magic
sickness is an impossibility
I never get sick
My mind, far superior

thats probally it
Im just used to higher classed people
your poor
Im not
your around people of your income and thier mindset
im around people of upper middle and rich and million people
and THIER mindset
and in such I have thier minset
mindset*
the mindset that sometimes you HAVE to give up things in the short term for the long term
the mindset that anything that doesnt feed, cloth, pay bills, or make money…is a waste of money
if it doesnt help me, its a waste
no…if it doesnt help me achive my goals and dreams
its a waste


I don’t have the mentality of
Its ok that I smoke! I’m going to die anyways
fine
live your live
live your pitful life
in which nothing will happen
all I wanted was to be around people I could respect
I don’t respect druggies
smokers
alcoholics
whores
tobacco users
or deviants


go be a stripper then
they are alwasy hiring


well you arent going to get anything now with that, I wish you could though
your right
because it seems that WOTS and boffer has the trash of all the world
thats why this sport will NEVER get off the groud
and it will NEVER become an actual sport
thats what I wanted
because being a basketball player is thier job
just like for everyone in this clan
being a clan member…is there job to me
being a Daimyo
is my job
I am the employer and general manager of my sports team
if I say jump…you jump
and the correct responce is…”how high”
If I say sleep you ask “how long”
If I say run you say “how far”
coruse..people up here seem to thing that they are all special and that they can do whatever the fuck they want and screw what thier employer thinks right?
see….like a employer…I have an effect on your job history
I can make sure james doesnt get anywhere in this game
I can destory anyone
who disobeys
who I dont like
so when someone disobeys my rules…and I don’t get to punish them directly…I get to break thier nose on the battlfeild


if jeshua and jen do it, then they have no respect of mine ethier
espectially jesh
id feel betrayed
guess jesh doesnt want to make this a family friendly game anymore
Im the only one now
the only one
the only…clean one
the only one not filled with filth..
no im going to stay on it
above the influence

I honestly dont know what to do…i want to help my friend but just because i dont want to give up something that i do in my personal time just to be in his clan im insulted? What should i do?