I'm just feeling really dissatisfied with my art. I haven't really had a chance at all recently to WORK on anything. I feel really behind everyone and like a joke for some reason.
I've been trying to read art books, but every time I try to I just feel guilty and worthless and I put it down.
I know I've improved a lot since a year ago, but I still don't feel like it's enough, I absolutely detest everything I create. The only thing I sorta like is my use of colors, and even then it's still a mess half of the time.
I don't know maybe it's just some anxiety issues since I don't have the time to work on art since I'm so dead tired everyday after work.
I hate that I compare myself to other people, it's dumb, but I can't help but feel like a chump every time.

I'm sorry guys. I know it's unhealthy to think like this.

EDIT: Okay so I'm going to at least do 5 minute gesture drawings everyday, even if I don't have the time or energy to work on bigger projects I can at the very least make 5 minutes. I'm going to improve one way or another before I go to art school next year.