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13 years ago
Meh, dunno about the title, but I figured I'd give you a guys a head-s up on what's been going on.
First off, my sister, her fiancé and their kid came to visit this week. Should've been nice and all, but... well... it was chaotic. Very, very chaotic. We're talking about Wrestlemania 3, ye-eah!! No, but... bags, clothes, glasses, STUFF lying around everywhere. For someone that's a minor neat freak like myself, that loves to have things in order and being able to move around somewhere, this was a pain in the ass. And their kid... geez... for being almost 8 months old it yelled, cried and screamed like there were atleast two of them. I've never seen anything like it before, which my mother could chime in with. While it was nice that they came to visit, it was perhaps a bad time to do so. And I noticed my sister had put on some weight. Yeah, when you've recently had a kid you got a bit of excess weight lugging around, but she's above 100 kg or something now. It was a bit of a shocker... but that's what you get on a heavy sugar diet.
The funeral on tuesday was really simple yet beautiful. I got to see my uncle and his waifu, which was nice, but there was a very low turnout for the ceremony itself. However, what shocked me the most was the fact my brother was there. Yeah, same brother I haven't seen for the past... seven years or so? But... it meant a lot that he was there. I barely recognized him. I shook hands with him and looked at him, thinking there was something very familiar about him, but then he said: "Don't you recognize your own brother?" and then followed several seconds of awkward staring and disbelief, shock and whatnots.
But yeah... dad's buried, the funeral marked a moment when we could all just start relaxing.
On the following day my mother had something of a panic attack that scared the living hell outta me. She had chestpains and was all scared, thinking she got a heart attack and was going to die. So I sat there with her, trying to calm her down. Eventually she did calm down, but she were still kinda worried... as were I. She found out later during her scheduled appointment to the doctor on friday that it was triggered by stress, which made sense considering the funeral and the chaos at home.
My sister and her cohorts left on friday, and there was this... calm. The atmosphere was so different, so peaceful and serene... and I loved it, I really did. It was nice that they visited, yeah, but it was way too chaotic for the both of us. Badly timed visit, although it was nice, like I said.
Well... it feels like I'm starting to move on as a person finally. Sure, I'm busy most of the hours of the day, but I get some time to unwind and do other things, such as now. And you've seen the pics, so that hasn't slowed down too terribly. What's more important is that I enjoy drawing again. :3
But yeah, some good, some bad, but things are starting to look up. Next journal better be just silly or happy or something... but I figured I'd let you all know what's going on. So anyways, take care, have a good day, and all that goody stuffs! :3
First off, my sister, her fiancé and their kid came to visit this week. Should've been nice and all, but... well... it was chaotic. Very, very chaotic. We're talking about Wrestlemania 3, ye-eah!! No, but... bags, clothes, glasses, STUFF lying around everywhere. For someone that's a minor neat freak like myself, that loves to have things in order and being able to move around somewhere, this was a pain in the ass. And their kid... geez... for being almost 8 months old it yelled, cried and screamed like there were atleast two of them. I've never seen anything like it before, which my mother could chime in with. While it was nice that they came to visit, it was perhaps a bad time to do so. And I noticed my sister had put on some weight. Yeah, when you've recently had a kid you got a bit of excess weight lugging around, but she's above 100 kg or something now. It was a bit of a shocker... but that's what you get on a heavy sugar diet.
The funeral on tuesday was really simple yet beautiful. I got to see my uncle and his waifu, which was nice, but there was a very low turnout for the ceremony itself. However, what shocked me the most was the fact my brother was there. Yeah, same brother I haven't seen for the past... seven years or so? But... it meant a lot that he was there. I barely recognized him. I shook hands with him and looked at him, thinking there was something very familiar about him, but then he said: "Don't you recognize your own brother?" and then followed several seconds of awkward staring and disbelief, shock and whatnots.
But yeah... dad's buried, the funeral marked a moment when we could all just start relaxing.
On the following day my mother had something of a panic attack that scared the living hell outta me. She had chestpains and was all scared, thinking she got a heart attack and was going to die. So I sat there with her, trying to calm her down. Eventually she did calm down, but she were still kinda worried... as were I. She found out later during her scheduled appointment to the doctor on friday that it was triggered by stress, which made sense considering the funeral and the chaos at home.
My sister and her cohorts left on friday, and there was this... calm. The atmosphere was so different, so peaceful and serene... and I loved it, I really did. It was nice that they visited, yeah, but it was way too chaotic for the both of us. Badly timed visit, although it was nice, like I said.
Well... it feels like I'm starting to move on as a person finally. Sure, I'm busy most of the hours of the day, but I get some time to unwind and do other things, such as now. And you've seen the pics, so that hasn't slowed down too terribly. What's more important is that I enjoy drawing again. :3
But yeah, some good, some bad, but things are starting to look up. Next journal better be just silly or happy or something... but I figured I'd let you all know what's going on. So anyways, take care, have a good day, and all that goody stuffs! :3
Yeah, if I'm still up and all after wargharbling I'll be seeing you later. :3