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" Cute " !?
13 years ago
I'm not getting this at all anymore. Every time I heard the "cute" word or anything related to that I feel so darn confused and blushy but I hate those words so much. I never heard these words ever when I was trying to be cute or wanted to be...so why now. I when over family house to get some stuff done for graduation and thought I'll take my hair out and let it just flow a bit and I did also took a picture of it as well. The moment my cousin's friend and family seen me they went crazy saying "you look just like a girl", "Oh goodness such a cutie", "you finally look like yourself", "such a teaser. why dont you stay like this." heck my own uncle (my mother's half brother) even said "you look so much like your mother its amazing. You take right after her". I had to run away and go walking for a bit tearing up from hearing that. It didnt stop there either girls I never seen before and even a few boys started hitting on me. I told them I'm a boy and did they notice and still they didnt throw insults or make jokes all they said was "you look really pretty for a boy.....no homo". I quickly said thanks but had to run off before they noticed me blushing again. I couldnt escape those words by any means I heard them everywhere I went and it scared me and made me nervous but at the same time I felt like I wanted to say thank you to all the people but the best I could do is "Im not pretty, cute, or anything sorry but thanks" as a comment I feel like I said the right thing at the time but now I wish I could say sorry and just really say thank you. What is wrong with me I never accept people and the good comments given but the bad ones I can handle so well. I was even told I should "feel lucky and proud that I have the looks I have." but I just can't understand it how am I any different from anyone else. It's not as if I'm that special or I cured the common cold or anything. I'm just a normal geeky,shy,nervous,happy-go-lucky giggling idiot so how the heck am I soooo special and what should I truly be proud of my "looks". For the past months I keep being told "You should learn to take a compliment" but I just don't get it. What the heck am I missing here and why am I told I look pretty or cute. Personally I don't think so but I just wish someone could just help me understand it better. Inside I know I want to accept being called such things but I just can't see how am I expressing any of these things everyone finds so cute. I want to know myself better.
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Please comment and thanks for reading 
They could have thought so all allong but now that you've changed looks they were like: I will say it now!
;) And maybe you're just a gorgues stunning cute person!
Mirrors rarely tell the truth to the person looking in it ya know :3
If boys who are straight said you do look cute for a boy, most likely you actually ARE cute for a boy. Enjoy that you look good!