It's even more so now that I'm living alone. There's just not much to do, except to add a line to a song or play around with my guitar, making little progress ether way. Gaming kills the time, but playing WoW with out a guild or Combat Arms without a clan, more or less alone, just seems to be loosing it's luster to be come just another distraction to make the day go by faster. I've also come to realize that Secondlife isn't all that much fun unless your life is dedicated to a fictional world. Sure, Doomed Spaceship is a fun RP, but it's more or less dead most of the time.

Projects I have many of, which would usually keep me occupied if not for writers block and a lack of a dedicated desktop computer (mine is in a box, in peaces...not really going anywhere. I'm using my Laptop right now... it has only 2 USB ports, which kind of sucks). I've been planning to build a new dedicated studio computer from the ground up, but at a projected cost of $2,500 +shipping, it's not happening for a while. Soon I'll have a little more money coming in, not much but I'll be able to get back on the road to a small degree. I'm dead set on MFF, but it's going to be close as hell (btw ask about the MFF Convoy).

Hate putting things on hold, but that's what's happening. Lack of support, both moral and monetary, and my own problems with concentration have put many dents in my otherwise flawless plans. Brain lock. That's it. Thanks, PDD-NOS, you make my life a breeze. I... forget what I was going to... what is... OOH A PENNY!

(fyi this is typically the kind of thing I save for my Live Journal, but I posted here just for the hell of it)