Might as well spice up my journal with a YouTube video~! XD I've been listening to N-Dubz a lot lately and Dappy from N-Dubz is working on a solo project. This is the first song he released solo, and the message it carries is important to me right now.

It's important to live your life with no regrets. There are things that happen in everyone's life that they will regret, so don't regret the small things <3



So! I hope everyone is doing well, enjoying their summer so far. I'm sorry to take a break from right when I finally got it started, but I'm having issues with the women's shoes that I was going to use. They will not work for my projects so I need to take a second look at where I will get these from.


I'm spending a lot of time at work, working 30+ hours a week right now, which I really appreciate because its the most I have ever gotten at my job in all my five years there. However, it makes it difficult to do all the projects that I had planned, as well as impedes my search for a full-time job.

This is no excuse though and I am working to look for full-time employment. I'm a little intimidated to apply for jobs that I don't think I'm qualified for, but I need to get over that, and quick XD

My parents are really being wonderfully supportive of my goals to move into my own place soon, and I'm hoping to get to that point soon.



I am in a relationship again. I'm sure some people maybe caught that ^^;
He's an amazing guy and I have No Regrets for dating him so soon after my last relationship. I really do not have faith in myself in being able to sustain a long time relationship, but I am taking the present as it comes and enjoying my time.

We've been officially dating since June 4th, when he danced with me on rose petals in his candle-lit apartment <3

Please continue to watch and support me, hopefully I will be uploading some more recent suit pictures soon <3

Take care of yourselves and spend as much of your time doing what you love as you can <3 And even if you have to do things that you don't want to do, always know that that isn't your whole life. If you work a crappy job, go do something that you've always wanted to do while you're not working.

Life is what you make of it and you don't want to reach the end of your time on this earth with a pile full of regrets.