For fuckin' reals! This song pretty much sums up the playful, euphoric, excitement that comes with seeing the sun in Washington more often. I'm desperate for some long down time for I don't think I've ever had to work hard for so long at something. D:

See, I'm a Highschool drop out. I didn't do too well in the traditional environment and I never got the hang of that whole 'personal discipline' kinda thing. So I generally failed, which resulted in going through multiple programs for my education, which is important to me. But lo' and behold, I found a neat program that has thus far been a success for Panda's! Huzzah!

HOWEVER.

It's been non-stop college work. Which is actually easier than I would have thought previously. But still, it's a stress that I'm still getting over and powering through. This has been REALLY good for my self esteem but has TOTALLY crushed my artist side, which thrives on the freedom to actually be able to do stuff in my free time. Which I have non of because I'm a horrid procrastinator and even worse at managing my time. Which means I get burnt out and my mood suffers for it. >.<

SO. Here comes summer, which I have to take off from school anyways. So I am gunna blow off SO much creative steam and stuff and cub out like I was just given a handful of candy. :I