Another one of my friends left my life like usual. Sad thing is he was one of my first friend on this site, that life I suppose. I guess he couldn't handle me when I was depressed and the time I tried talking to the guy he showed no interest at least the last few time I did try talking to him.... But the think that makes me feel sad about it is he didn't even try giving me a heads up or a warning that he wood remove me from his skype but that the way it had to be. well I sent the guy a note tell him he should of at least told me before he did it then I told him bye. If anyone reads my journals then you know I don't mention names because no matter how bad a friend was (not that this friend was bad) I don't like passing blame and partially I don't want any friend I do have to give him a hard time not that any of you would I don't think any of you would do that heh but I still like being careful. anyway I just needed to write out my problem and now I feel a little better about it thank you for reading and if you have comments them please write them down. oh and if the guy in question reads this then don't comment I don't want people to know who you are just note me, but if you don't care enough to show concern then that’s ok too.