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13 years ago
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I cleaned out everything that was labeled 'WIP', wasn't art, or stuff that was more appropriate to photobucket (personal pictures, ect ect). After going to AC and getting all that years worth of blehness out, along with just being around furries again and having *gasp* interpersonal face to face conversations outside of the work environment, I just feel a bit better about myself and have a bit (not a lot) of ambition back. I'm also going down to part time at work so I can start back up with some things I have been trying to do.
1. Get back to studying. Some of you may or may not know that I have been trying to study up on computer techie stuff. I want to get some Comptia certifications and a few others so I can have a marketable skill and actually have a half decent job, and the ability to move out of state with a little confidence.
2. Get back into art. God, I used to spend most of my day doing art, although that was ceramics which I don't quite have the tools for at the moment. I need to get back into practicing fursuit stuffs, and maybe take drawing back up again.
3. Writing practice! As much as 20 minutes a day might seem negligible to you all ('Why can you not find 20 minutes a day?') getting up the will to actually do something productive is a problem I have. I want to start doing 20 minute writing practices that consist of asking for a topic, any topic, and just writing for 20 minutes, then stopping mid word if I have to.
A lot of this literally just falls down to I don't have the will to do anything productive. Having the weird sleep schedule I do doesn't help either. After getting out of work I usually just CANT help but fall asleep around 2-4. Part of it is I use my computer while lying in bed, but the other part is lack of sleep, of which is caused by a particular problem I have.
If I go to sleep early and wake up early, thus keeping a good schedule, I miss out on a lot of you all that are on my MSN and such being online, or online and free from work. Hence, what little bit of socialization I have goes out the window, because I don't have a social life IRL. However, if I stay up late and wake up.... still early, thus shorting myself on sleep, I get to talk to all the people I love and care for. But I get little sleep, and I start running into the afternoon crashing problem, among being tired at work. If I don't get the social time, I get depressed (ask
werewolfss). If I don't get the sleep, I get tired. It's a problem...
And I can't just go nocturnal either. My hours vary from 4-12 to 8-4, with almost no rhyme or reason to what they are. Hence, its hard to set a sleep schedule unless I plan for the earliest, which is 4, which means bed by 7 every night. No DnD sessions with
verdauga, once they get going, because they would be too late, no talking with werewolfss most of the week because shi works in the afternoon... Sigh...
Well. Ill figure it out. Hopefully.
1. Get back to studying. Some of you may or may not know that I have been trying to study up on computer techie stuff. I want to get some Comptia certifications and a few others so I can have a marketable skill and actually have a half decent job, and the ability to move out of state with a little confidence.
2. Get back into art. God, I used to spend most of my day doing art, although that was ceramics which I don't quite have the tools for at the moment. I need to get back into practicing fursuit stuffs, and maybe take drawing back up again.
3. Writing practice! As much as 20 minutes a day might seem negligible to you all ('Why can you not find 20 minutes a day?') getting up the will to actually do something productive is a problem I have. I want to start doing 20 minute writing practices that consist of asking for a topic, any topic, and just writing for 20 minutes, then stopping mid word if I have to.
A lot of this literally just falls down to I don't have the will to do anything productive. Having the weird sleep schedule I do doesn't help either. After getting out of work I usually just CANT help but fall asleep around 2-4. Part of it is I use my computer while lying in bed, but the other part is lack of sleep, of which is caused by a particular problem I have.
If I go to sleep early and wake up early, thus keeping a good schedule, I miss out on a lot of you all that are on my MSN and such being online, or online and free from work. Hence, what little bit of socialization I have goes out the window, because I don't have a social life IRL. However, if I stay up late and wake up.... still early, thus shorting myself on sleep, I get to talk to all the people I love and care for. But I get little sleep, and I start running into the afternoon crashing problem, among being tired at work. If I don't get the social time, I get depressed (ask
werewolfss). If I don't get the sleep, I get tired. It's a problem...And I can't just go nocturnal either. My hours vary from 4-12 to 8-4, with almost no rhyme or reason to what they are. Hence, its hard to set a sleep schedule unless I plan for the earliest, which is 4, which means bed by 7 every night. No DnD sessions with
verdauga, once they get going, because they would be too late, no talking with werewolfss most of the week because shi works in the afternoon... Sigh...Well. Ill figure it out. Hopefully.
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