yesterday...the 25th....would have been our half way point..half way to a year...almost there..so much work..almost all undone....i hope we can really work things out....i love her with all my heart, and seeing her withsomeone else is tearing me apart...especially when i know hes going to hurt her....i know he is...hes already done it once...and shes giving him another chance...and im so scared..SO SO scared..that hes going to break her....i dont want to just stand by and watch...but..theres only so much i can do...expecially after all i have done....in time...we will heal...she said it herself yesterday...we have a bright future...just wait and see....i remember fondly...she said those exact words the night i asked her to be my Present...on that cold Christmas morning...so that....gives me hope..for a brighter future...its not over...not just yet...and this time...im doing things right...