I am really at a loss of what to do about school. (yes yes art school haters shut up :/)

I really improved with just one parttime semester, so I really think its something I want to do.
But I don't enjoy the lack of community commuting takes out of it. I can't even afford to rent an apartment or anything. :/

Money can't even be stretched to go full time class wise.
My mother put all her money into a failed business plan. Also with that failing I lost my job this past december. We've been trying to pay bills with her high school teacher salary but with mine on top of hers we are living day to day. :(

No one and I mean no one in my family apparently has good credit. :sniff:

We called a payment plan place today, all they do is, divide the payment up by 9 or 10 payments, and thats around 2k each month without even housing...

I just am sick of seeing these 18-20 year olds who have it handed on a silver platter, who just drink and smoke it all away...

I can't even make enough money to save to put towards school, lack of commissions and no ones called me back on jobs..


/end rant - don't read if you don't want -.-


Commission me if you care Q-Q (I hate to beg but I am negative in the bank, and just trying to keep afloat over here :sigh: )