I'm just so tired of everything..

Life exhausts me..

When i think life will go better, i'm punched down again..

Example? yay, surgery's over, radiotherapy began, health is improving..

BAM

Invoice for gaz last year: 680 euros, medical bills 451,86 euros (46,93 analysis of blood and tissue + 198,07 diverse doctors + 206,86 stay in the hospital),, local taxes 89 euros (for trash pick up etc).. and the list goes on and on..

My roomate is being a bitch, when she earns 2 and a half time what I earn atm...
She even had the gall to ask for the invoices (as if i was trying to scam her!!).. i litterally threw them in her face.. her lack of trust hurst me more than anything....

You understand, she cannot help with the bills because she has to buy a new computer (hers was insured and she has a voucher for a new one.. and also she has a tablet and an ipod.. but Nooo.. she needs a new computer -and a Mac,.. nothing else would be good enough!)

When is it gonna end?

I just want to lay down and die, right now..