I often find myself with much time i could use to think and ponder life matters, yet i do not utilize it. Hour after hour pass by, and not a single helpful, or creative thought enters my mind. I find myself filled with concern for the future, with worry about what will come tomorrow, with uncertainty about the unknown. I've been told many times, I've even told others, not to dwell on the past, because it impedes progress to the future, but i cannot accomplish such a simple task. My days float past me, full of nothing but loathing on what is to come. Why is this? I have nothing to worry about, yet i am worried. I have nothing to fear, yet i am fearful. I'm in my prime, my youth, the time of my life, yet i feel burdened, weighted down by the world. There are thing in this world that i have yet to still understand, forces that have yet to reveal themselves, the path that i am destined to follow, is still fogged by the unpredictable future. I try to forget the worries and woe, and just live in the present and live life to its fullest, yet at the end of the day, i feel smothered and suppressed. I feel regret for my actions, i feel pain for the injustice others face on a day to day biases. For now, i must press on into tomorrow, regardless of what may or may not come, because living in the past, living with worry, regret, sorrow, is no way to live at all.