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13 years ago
Have you ever felt like you put all your effort into something and then failed?
Yup, that's my life story
Has the person you have feelings for ever made you angry?
Yup, that's life, I guess.
Is there anyone you used to talk to all the time, but don’t anymore?
Yup, we all have those people
How old were you when you found out that Santa Claus wasn’t real?
11 Years, I think. In a way, Santa is real, because he's my brother
Is there anything about the opposite sex that annoys you?
...Feed me!
Have you ever met someone and disliked them instantly?
Oh heck yeah.
Share a memory from the past 3 months that makes you smile.
Leavenworth.
Does it annoy you when other people try to tell you how to spend your money? What do you prefer to spend your money on?
Nobody does really. I tend to save most of it and spend it on fuel, food, and stuff for the car
Who is/was your favourite teacher in school?
Terri. She was weird and off the wall, but reminded myself of me.
Is there anyone who has hurt you, but doesn’t even seem to realise? What did they do?
Mmm, I don't know if didn't realize is the term. It's more or less the didn't realize how much.
How do you usually go about starting a conversation with someone you find attractive?
*Stutter*
What was the last thing you touched that was green in colour?
Green...a 7-up bottle
Do you know anyone who is allergic to chocolate?
Nope, and that would be awful
Do you use whitening toothpaste?
Nope...*Thinks of Richard Hammond*
Have you upset anyone in the past 3 days?
I pissed off my vet, I was pretty peeved myself.
Your best friend stops talking to you without any explanation. What do you do?
Honestly, it happens all the time. She usually doesn't want to wake me up and knows how busy work can get. We call each other up around once every 3 months.
Are there any messages in your inbox that made you cry when you read them?
Not anymore...
List 7 things your best friend likes:
Dogs
Lamb/Sheep (at least eating them)
Cheetahs?
That Butler guy...Jeremy Butler?
Her job
J pop back in the day
Bleach, back in the day
Are you 100% over the person you fell the hardest for?
*purr* nope.
Choose one song that reminds you of a certain time during your life, and explain what it means to you.
So Complicated by Anna Graceman. I guess around this time last year. Like, despite the song actually talking about a romantic relationship, it could apply to relationships in general. The first bit of the song explains a lot of what was happening at the time.
Is there anything bothering you, anything at all, that you would like to share?
Since the nuke button is so conveniently located, guess I could say something. Mainly the incident last year. I've thought about it for months. I've looked at it every possible angle. To this day, I still wonder why I deserved the hate mail, the phone calls, the backstabbing. To this day, I also still wonder what made Cruger deserve the same treatment + Death threats. What made him deserved to be called "A pussy whipped cunt" and to be told "Keep your cunt on a leash"? Why did me defending myself result in all this? I remember not eating for a few days. I remember the concern in my vet's eyes when I would walk into work exhausted. I remember her and my mother doing what they can to get me to eat after noticing I hadn't eaten in 3 days.
A year has passed, tables have turned. I'm not sure I ever wanted the tables to turn. I'm looking back at the conversations from that day. I'm thinking of the results from that day. Sure, it's better for us that the tables have turned, it makes things peaceful. But, what's the point? There are a few questions to some people I want asked and answered. There are somethings I want to say, but most of it being mockery. So, I guess I still keep my mouth shut. Even though, what more can I do? I've proven myself less annoying, haven't I?
Yup, that's my life story
Has the person you have feelings for ever made you angry?
Yup, that's life, I guess.
Is there anyone you used to talk to all the time, but don’t anymore?
Yup, we all have those people
How old were you when you found out that Santa Claus wasn’t real?
11 Years, I think. In a way, Santa is real, because he's my brother
Is there anything about the opposite sex that annoys you?
...Feed me!
Have you ever met someone and disliked them instantly?
Oh heck yeah.
Share a memory from the past 3 months that makes you smile.
Leavenworth.
Does it annoy you when other people try to tell you how to spend your money? What do you prefer to spend your money on?
Nobody does really. I tend to save most of it and spend it on fuel, food, and stuff for the car
Who is/was your favourite teacher in school?
Terri. She was weird and off the wall, but reminded myself of me.
Is there anyone who has hurt you, but doesn’t even seem to realise? What did they do?
Mmm, I don't know if didn't realize is the term. It's more or less the didn't realize how much.
How do you usually go about starting a conversation with someone you find attractive?
*Stutter*
What was the last thing you touched that was green in colour?
Green...a 7-up bottle
Do you know anyone who is allergic to chocolate?
Nope, and that would be awful
Do you use whitening toothpaste?
Nope...*Thinks of Richard Hammond*
Have you upset anyone in the past 3 days?
I pissed off my vet, I was pretty peeved myself.
Your best friend stops talking to you without any explanation. What do you do?
Honestly, it happens all the time. She usually doesn't want to wake me up and knows how busy work can get. We call each other up around once every 3 months.
Are there any messages in your inbox that made you cry when you read them?
Not anymore...
List 7 things your best friend likes:
Dogs
Lamb/Sheep (at least eating them)
Cheetahs?
That Butler guy...Jeremy Butler?
Her job
J pop back in the day
Bleach, back in the day
Are you 100% over the person you fell the hardest for?
*purr* nope.
Choose one song that reminds you of a certain time during your life, and explain what it means to you.
So Complicated by Anna Graceman. I guess around this time last year. Like, despite the song actually talking about a romantic relationship, it could apply to relationships in general. The first bit of the song explains a lot of what was happening at the time.
Is there anything bothering you, anything at all, that you would like to share?
Since the nuke button is so conveniently located, guess I could say something. Mainly the incident last year. I've thought about it for months. I've looked at it every possible angle. To this day, I still wonder why I deserved the hate mail, the phone calls, the backstabbing. To this day, I also still wonder what made Cruger deserve the same treatment + Death threats. What made him deserved to be called "A pussy whipped cunt" and to be told "Keep your cunt on a leash"? Why did me defending myself result in all this? I remember not eating for a few days. I remember the concern in my vet's eyes when I would walk into work exhausted. I remember her and my mother doing what they can to get me to eat after noticing I hadn't eaten in 3 days.
A year has passed, tables have turned. I'm not sure I ever wanted the tables to turn. I'm looking back at the conversations from that day. I'm thinking of the results from that day. Sure, it's better for us that the tables have turned, it makes things peaceful. But, what's the point? There are a few questions to some people I want asked and answered. There are somethings I want to say, but most of it being mockery. So, I guess I still keep my mouth shut. Even though, what more can I do? I've proven myself less annoying, haven't I?
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